38 days.

 june 4th.

this is the blessed day i move to florida.

all by myself.

miss.jade.little.

if any of you have ever met jade little, or even been in the same room with her you are literally mesmerized by her looks and her smile/laugh. even if what she said was not funny i would laugh cause she was just so darn cute. jade took me camping with her family and that is where the beginning of our friendship began, we hung out everyday she came to my house and took bath's cause neither of us had a pool pass hahhah, she was addicted to sunflower seeds specifically dill pickle. she would come over and say to herself  "my hair is so greasy", and then put baby powder in it? i said jade why not just wash your hair? and by the time her hair was white from all the powder she looked at me and said yeah... so can i just hop in the shower?hahahaha i have so many funny memories with her. i love you jade. through all our fights and all our tears together and mostly all our laughs together. i will miss you loads.

R.I.P. Jade Allie Little 

4/10/11

fridays.

usually when you ask an average teenager what comes to mind when they think friday nights, they most likely think parties,friends, dates, movies, etc. not me. i hate that. i used to base my life off of friends and plans and what is the next biggest thing going on... but not anymore.i want to be alone.allot.and anytime i want to be with anyone they are my brothers.
this probably makes me sound like a total freak but i think im just now realizing what really matters.
for example tonight, a friday night and this is what i did;

-turned the heat high in my room and took a four hour nap.

-woke up, hiked the waterfall alone.

-got thai food take out with my dad.

-watched a movie with him.
-worked on my latest painting.

& this my friends is my kind of night.

friend.mentor.dad.hero.therapist.