& sometimes.

And the venting starts now.
Sometimes I wonder when everyone will know my story  & the things that have happened to me. Sometimes I wonder if my family will ever look back and appretiate me for the things I've done. Sometimes I wonder if my trials will ever come to an end. Sometimes I wonder who are my friends? who can I really trust? Sometimes I hate the fact that everyone in my life has let me down at one time or another. Sometimes I feel weak. Sometimes all I want to do is quit. Sometimes I realize my motivation is nothing.And sometimes, I wonder when my turn will come, when I get to happy like everyone else.

old lovin.

It's true. I'm absolutely 100% no doubt about it, ecstatic to grow old.

I mean wrinkles and everything. I have always gotten so frustrated with men and women around the world trying so desperately to stay young. Why would you want to avoid such a wonderful thing? Or why when I ask the age of an adult, do I get the look as if I had just asked them their social security number? Your getting older, it's a blessing! I cannot wait for the day when my husband and I get wrinkles and gray hair, I truly think it's a beautiful thing and that you should embrace it as much as possible. But then again that's just me. But on this one, I think everyone else is crazy and I'm the only sane one.