Tuesday, December 20, 2011

& sometimes.

And the venting starts now.
Sometimes I wonder when everyone will know my story  & the things that have happened to me. Sometimes I wonder if my family will ever look back and appretiate me for the things I've done. Sometimes I wonder if my trials will ever come to an end. Sometimes I wonder who are my friends? who can I really trust? Sometimes I hate the fact that everyone in my life has let me down at one time or another. Sometimes I feel weak. Sometimes all I want to do is quit. Sometimes I realize my motivation is nothing.And sometimes, I wonder when my turn will come, when I get to happy like everyone else.

2 comments:

  1. Kenz

    I love you so much and absolutely loved how much time we got to spend together this summer. I'm 100% here for you if you ever need me, you're strong whether you think you are or not and things will get better. Keep your chin up kid! I love you

    Grace

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  2. When you feel that small, think about the people who look up to you and you don't even know it. I know times get hard when you wanna give up more than anything, I have been there so many times. I came to realization- I am here to master my life, not survive it. And you little lady are doing pretty damn good, and you have come a lot farther than most girls have. That makes you one wise girl. Love you sis!

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